Randomness

In my course of life,it's very rare that i met teachers who inspire me.
However,after entering UTAR,Kampar I had came across few lecturers that inspired me alot,those whom I truly respect,people who did 'touch' my life in someways..
One of this lecturer's are Mr.Tan,who teaches me Adolescent Psychology this semester.His way of conducting a class is so unique.Yes,it can be very stressful because we all have to be on our toes racking our brain to the answers to his questions that you hardly can find in books..but somehow he challenges us to do things differently,think differently.There are also times that I do not agree with his point of view,but then there is no one definite answers to a lot of questions in this world rite.
Yesterday,I left his class in silence,pondering upon the essence of what he said in my mind over and over again for such a long time.I was thinking bout my culture and how it shaped who i am now.Sorry to say this,but I do not have much faith in the ' goodness ' of my culture that shaped me.Of course,there are some positive aspect but mostly are negative stuff that i cannot accept,the one that I rebel against.
There is a belief that culture leads to the right part at the end.Its either make you or completely breaks you.It shaped your thinking,who you want to be,who you are now.In my case,I do not think that my culture actually will ' support ' what i am doing now or even what i am going to do.
My motivation in life right now is too seek answers to many questions that plagued my own life.why people do what they do? The other day my mother said something to me that made me think of my own humanity.maybe I am my natural tendency is to be a bad human being?If so why??Honestly I don't know whether i am going to be succeed or not.I belief that i will because its something that stems from my own desire,even if i fail,I'm going to fail happily knowing that at least i tried.well.but then am i too young to say that?,maybe one day i am going to regret my actions?well..i just have to wait and see...and i have my whole lifetime for that!

Back to Blogging

im bak to blogging after quite sum time..
hope i wont stop this time..haha

Deepavali is just around the corner..
am i excited??NOP...just want to get it over with..
i wonder what is the root cause of my lack of enthusiasm

Maybe coz i lost my wallet the other day at campus ground..
haizz..wat a blow.I was darned worried coz i has two visa cards inside it with and a huge chunk of money i got for my 21st Bday..

I called Kumar to campus,cried to him..and rushed him to town to cancel my ATM cards and to do police report since i lost my IC n driving license as well.ONLY after that mu UNI people called to inform me that they found my wallet.but as expected money was all gone..

Imagine my situation,no money,ATM cards also cancelled!Argg,,thank god.Mr.K lend me money if not i really dunno how i would have survived tht day without him.Honestly,im the queen of frugality..I think hundreads time to even spent RM5,and to think that i lost so much money in a blink of an eye,is like a knife plunging through my heart..

AND of coz i would like to take the opportunity to curse the bloody ass who took my money.I wish that he would get hit by a car,failed all his exam and get his ass kicked out of UTAR.Let that idiot work in factory with a mere salary of RM500 for the rest of his life.

Hah..there u go...

holidaysss

haloo peopzz..

I'm back home after finals..

so I'm just gonna slip,watch TV n practically waste my time as much as i can!

ha ha

wish could go to Melaka with Balvin..

but what to do permission not granted...haizzzz...my fecking luck.

Currently reading Cecelia Ahern's ' A Place Called Here'..

not bad but not really captivating either...

Watched Sura that day,almost dozed off!

Vadivelu comedy was quite funny however..especially the part where he went to

watch the musical show.damn funny! and Vjay was cute too..and

Tamannah was the same overacting bore..

The Tale Of The Dead City

I am totally worn out today.
planned to go to Kampar old town to buy some stuff in Waston

and do threading coz my eyebrows are all outgrown and basically I am looking

like a damn cave woman!!

so,me and Maha went there around 3pm with the shuttle van service

only to be told that the lady who supposed to do the threading did not turn up

for work.imagine my dismay,,,and walking under the scorching hot sun for

hours and can't even find a single place to do my brows!

FUCK.FUCK.FUCK

what a waste of time.and a jungle of place,

I was bloody pissed!

FinaLs

long time i never blog..

hmm Wat to do...ntg interesting in my life to be blogged...

The latest update in my life is that,finally I'm a chinnama now.hehe

my elder sis gave birth to an adorable baby boy later named Lishaan

on the19th of March..he is a bundle of joy...the first grandchild for my parents.

He is so cute although his stare could almost shoot daggers at u!!reali!

Lishaan has a very powerful stare that seem like he is daring you with his eyes!!hehe

Finals coming up!!

haizzz...wish holidays will cum fast,,can't wait..

although I'm quite sad that my plans to

go to Genting is dashed,,haizzzz